One of the things I have increasingly realised is that you are lying to yourself, if you are living in just one template.
Some days you read bittersweet books, other days you read productivity books.
Some days you want to work super hard, other days you are not working at all.
Some days you want to dance your life out, other days you want to simply stare out of the window.
And that is life. No one is productive all of the time. No one is a romantic on all days.
Life is essentially a cassata, not vanilla.