Nishtha Gehija

When I used to travel by Delhi metro many years ago, one of my goals was to never get a seat.

Yes, you read that right. It was a tiny game I would play with myself every day to test my fitness levels and make myself fitter.

Many reasons for that, but let us begin with: Someone else (even if it is another fit girl) may need that seat more than me. It was also a personal challenge I gave to myself to be able to stand well without needing a back rest or a seat. Also, sitting is equivalent to smoking, and I was anyway returning from a sitting job, so I would rather do calf raises time and again during those standing stints.

What I would do is go to any edge of the metro and keep my bags (usually two – one laptop bag and the other is the usual jute bag to carry food and snacks; and in a manner that it obstructed no one), and that is it.

One hand on the grab strap, another hand holding the book, getting calf stretches all along the way 

Thank you for reading another episode of “you can just do things” 

Especially when you work from home like me, there are a thousand reasons to not get things done: too tired, already worked too much this week, I deserve a break, etc.

All of which are real.

But at least 5-6 days of the week, you get up in the morning, and the first thing (post your meditation, workout, etc.) is what you do is you do 2 batches of 2 hours of deep work.

When you push yourself to sit and do, even if you are sleepy or have any valid reason, you develop a body of work, focus and commitment that no one can take away from you.

But the things that no one can take away from you require the greatest discipline. The best thing is once you start, it is the most addictive habit ever.

Of course you must know who is the Prime Minister and President of your country. And basic understanding of what is why.

But after a certain level, too much knowledge hoarding is too much procrastination.

Is it wisdom to know where the world’s first elephant was found, who invented the world’s first bread or why do centipedes have the number of legs they do.

Even for my profession, I believe you need to be a proficient writer, which happens by consistency, understanding your audience, having empathy for them, and continuously improving upon your craft. Who invented the world’s first pen is a cute thing to know, but certainly not a necessary one.

Also, when the mind is free of facts it has been forcing into itself, it finally fathoms the fearlessness to fetch into its finest freedom.

1. Go on to become someone who hurts others.
2. Be the kindest person you know, and the world ever knows.

Life always rewards karma, but more importantly, you get to live with yourself 24*7.

Pick wisely.

To find flaws in everything.

But the doers have many jobs:

• To do the right things anyway
• To be a good listener generally yet be the worst listener to critics
• To be your own teacher and objectively learn lessons from everything
• To navigate your conversations away from critics, because too much criticism (even if it is a lie) diminishes your energy,
• To be quiet and behave like an unaware human around chattering cynics.

It is always easier to be a critic than to be a doer. But oh, the life of a critic is simply the tyranny of letting your mind eat itself and never grow after turning 8, even at 80.

Sell.

Find your ideal customer, go to them, figure how their life would get better by using your product (benefits over features) and sell.

Do not worry about scale, promotions, Meta and Google ads, collab posts, influencer marketing, buying sponsorship, etc. at this stage. All of this would come when (and if) you want to scale. But early on, before ever making a sale, these are merely procrastinations and distractions.

Just find your true customers. Keep selling. Keep learning from every interaction. Listen to the signal and discard the noise.

90% of talented, hard working, dedicated small businesses think their karma is bad because their business isn’t making money. What these people truly need is execution of sales.

You’ll go 1-10 only when you have sustainably achieved 0-1.

“I want to cancel. I just don’t want to go. Can I just sit here and enjoy my normal, boring life?”

I have these kinds of thoughts before travelling each time.

But there is just so little that you can do about it. Why not go with the flow and enjoy the show?

And as I write this post-travel reflection, it always helps to prepare your mind for the travel instead of dread anticipating it.

You come out with enriched mind that is still focused, and you realise the anxiety was simply a frail fear.

I recently met two of my distant cousins, who are much older to me in age. Their kids are in their mid to late twenties.

The beautiful thing that emerged from that conversation was one of them was an English teacher for over half a decade. And the other is pursuing his Masters to go on to become a Mathematics teacher.

It touched me in a manner that I haven’t yet been able to forget about it. Maybe there is something so noble, so eloquent, so deeply education-oriented that I was in awe of two kids going on to become teachers. It also made me believe it is a much more beautiful profession than becoming a content creator. (No hate for content creators, I am also one.). But because teaching allows you to really “influence” so many lives.

About the money aspect, I can tell you with certainty money is a product of your habits more than the product of your earnings. Yes you can have all the skincare and know where all is Zara located as a content creator, but a truly contented creator is a teacher who knows what every student needs.

(Maybe I am also writing this because I once wanted to be a teacher…?)

In another instance, I went to buy poha and khaman for my parents for breakfast. The poha waala was really well-behaved guy in his 20s who asked me my priorities, was respectful in money exchange, and supremely efficient. So was the khaman waala, who had joined his father in his business.

It makes my heart go in awe by seeing such young people go on to do real things in the real world and do not depend on the internet as their sole source of income, that they inspire me in so many ways than one.

Also, if one is really dedicated, hardworking, is learning lessons in life, is saving and investing, and is a good human being, more often than not, they win.

…if it is not what you want or like.

So if you think you lack money, instead of saying “I do not have money” or “I cannot afford it”, you may want to just appreciate what you like.

It is so much of our subtle programming that keeps manifesting itself in ways we don’t even realise, but when it does manifest itself again, we tell ourselves “I knew I coult not afford it!”

Life, I have figured, is rarely about affordability. Of course I am cognizant of the myriad living realities. But hold on, what I am talking about is everything is habits. So if you want to be wealthy, you want to:

• start saving (and investing) today, even when you are making too little.
• Keep educating yourself about life, about what you are interested in, with books that talk about what you want to do.
• And make these habits consistent.

“I cannot” may be your current reality, but the journey from “I cannot” to “I can” is mostly mental before it becomes physical.

1. No matter what, no screens two hours prior to sleeping.
2. Always have a book to read. To want to read and not have a book along is the worst tyranny ever.
3. To give yourself solace in the fact that people only think from their level of understanding and not at a level of curiosity.
4. To make silence your nature, not too much blabber.
5. To let go of others’ flaws by not thinking of them in the first place. You and I have too much to take care of our own things anyway 🙂

Speak too much.

I went to college from 2009-12, and moved to Delhi in early 2015. Back then, Pantaloons used to be the star of in store shopping.

Since the launch of H&M in 2015 and Uniqlo in 2019, these stores have started offering much better aesthetic western wear, and at affordable prices (H&M). Even the prices of Uniqlo which are high are justified, based on what they offer.

So recently when I stepped into the Pantaloons store at DLF Mall, it was heartbreaking to see the store lose its spirit. I cannot point out, but a part of me felt it is losing its mojo, especially if it were not for Indian wear that are still sustaining it (since H&M, Uniqlo and Zara don’t have western wear).

I remember how it used to be a joy to go to Pantaloons or Central Mall back then. I really really wish the store brings back its spirit and joy. It has done much good to millennials.

It is from the book “The Palace of Illusions” by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni, which definitely requires a bigger essay from me, but that comes after I have finished reading and processing it.

The book is about Mahabharata, but written from the point of view of Draupadi. WHAT A BOOK so far.

But this is the para where Draupadi calls for Krishna during her vastraharan.

Krishna sat beside me on a cool stone bench. His glance was bright and tender. No one can shame you, if you don’t allow it.

It came to me in a wash of amazement, that he was right.

Let them stare at my nakedness, I thought. Why should I care? They and not I should be ashamed for shattering the bounds of decency.

If only we knew, lessons of Mahabharata apply practically to all our lives to date.

So I will read later.

This is the biggest illusion we warp our into.

Read one page. Everyone has this much amount of time.

The irony, though, of good habits is you do not realise they are the good habits unless you actually imbibe them.

Time becomes an ally for the one who stops being a lifelong alien to good habits.

Good habits do not deserve to be postponed.

Is a passive outcome.

A destination that makes us get away from whom we serve, and focus solely on the rat race.

A more useful way to think about anything is how to be useful to your customer.

Two important points here:

1. Know what “useful” means.
2. Know who is your customer

Serve these two metrics, and the views will follow.

The advice is technically good, but there are some nuances.

You must develop the intuition (that only comes with practice and reflecting on your life lessons) to identify the people who are worth working with or not.

Sometimes being around the sun burns you. Sometimes being around the sun makes you lose your calm. Other times, it just takes away your energy so much that your joy faints forever.

At other times, when you get too close, you realise anything that burns so hot, it firstly burns itself.

If nothing else, getting close to the sun teaches you that sometimes the best way to make the best of anything is to learn from them from far away.

Maybe, you must still get as close to the sun as possible. After thinking about if this is the sun you really want to be like.

PS: You are not going on a literal sun. So if this sun burns you so much, please know you are allowed to return. No matter what anyone else says.

Jab We Met is a cult movie. A movie that still serves.

But when I saw Jab We Met, I thought it was the most obvious thing for every girl to not run away from her home for a boy. Never even with a conversation, but especially never without a conversation.

Recently I saw a post of the Netflix series “Operation Safed Sagar” where Prajakta’s character does exactly the same.

It really pains me to see girls do that.

Yes you might be in love. Yes your family is getting you married elsewhere. Yes, the boy should ideally understand you.

But the bigger fact of all remains that if you make a boy choose you forcefully because you have been going through all this, he is still choosing you forcefully.

I may not have the right answer in these situations, mostly because everyone’s situation is specific. We may, although, begin with understanding what is not the right thing to do.

I went out for a walk, and the road was relatively less bustling.

It felt eerily peaceful.

The things you get when no miracle strikes, but just as a result of consistency.

I go to my daily spiritual class by cycle. Or walking.

Mostly because it is around 1,000 steps away. But also because my car is parked inside, after which my landlord’s car is parked too. So to escape the morning hassle of me asking them to take the car out and so on, I take the former options.

Except, last week, due to some chance, I was the one parking my car after theirs. Translated: Now every morning my car was accessible to me.

The result I saw in these 4 days was one, the obvious one: I was walking 2,300 less steps every morning. But the cascading effect of that was I was left with lesser zeal to walk in the evenings too or be more active throughout the day.

Convenience is good, which the car helps me with any distance that is longer than 1-1.5 kms. But if you use convenience in places where you must make it a little uncomfortable for yourself, you are damaging yourself.

Costs of conveniences (of all kinds) are not always monetary.

Everything you did not expect will happen.

When you fret too much about it, you miss the lesson.

When you learn the lesson, you skip the drama forever.

Our choices do create our mindset, inter alia.