There is an awe in your life if you own each and every moment of it. Things will go upward spiral and things will go downward spiral as well. You be calm and learn to dance with the drama.
Do the things that make you happy and make others happy, however have the discernment to check that it is not done to have their approval. If you try to fit into the world, you will never know how misfittingly awesome you were designed to be.
And yes, do something large with your life. Do not pray to God, God is praying to be expressed through you. Do not let trivialities let you forget who and why you are here.
Be the Awwwwwe. You are just that.