We all teach what we most need to learn. Again and again.
If at any point of time in your life you are willing to learn how to find your joy back, be the rainbow in someone else’s cloud.
After having already tried the life of complaining and blaming, why not try the other way round? Why not try and believe that your worst nightmare is always bigger than someone else’s biggest dream, which would in turn always propel you to help someone else out?
At any point of misery and hurt in your life, there are more people looking at you to illuminate their light. Somewhere in that aura, in that spark, will be created all the joy that you are seeking.