Just people I trust got over to me stating I need to change, caused me another day of mental health issues, and then are chilling in their lives.
There is something that I always remember from the Gita, which helps me have courage in tough times:
Ek taraf akshooni sena khadi ho aur ek taraf tum akele, to bhi vijay tumhari hi hogi, kyunki tumhare saath khud Bhagwan hai.
Translated, this means: Even if everyone is standing against you and they are extremely powerful, still, the victory shall be yours – because you are truthful and God is on your side.