Off late, I have started feeling lonely. A lot.
A very close friend recently broke up with me. Without telling me. When I reached out, she did state the reason being something I did. But she broke up without telling me! Didn’t a friendship of 10 years deserve a closure? Perhaps even a fact that she felt bad because of something? She just left as it is… And when I suggested that even I felt bad because of a few things, she did agree to listen to those. But her response felt very cold. So I backed off.
But I do miss her. A lot. The “no-formality zone” of wishing each other on festivals, talking random things out of nowhere on WhatsApp, and most importantly, having someone to talk to when the world turned upside down, is what is missing.
But everything, almost everything always happens for good or better. And we will come out better from this – if we get back again. Or if we don’t.