You chose to go home for a month. Realised it wasn’t the best decision.
You got out of your way to help a friend. Realised they were using you.
You had handed over your home keys to a neighbour. To realise they made you wait outside your home for 3 hours.
Screw ups you didn’t sign up for.
Screw ups you perhaps don’t deserve.
Screw ups that you can still make the best of, should you choose to.
Screw ups are a sign from the Universe that you should be adept at dealing with every difficult thing life throws at you.
Some scary times you get a lot less than what you signed up for. Making the most of it is how you get a lot more than what you deserve. You got this. You always have.