You had planned a big step in your life. Like all the previous times you did it and postponed it to allow the things to be right, well, here is the good and bad news put together: the timing will never be perfect. Except today.
Just go for it. Today. You deserve that nudge for yourself.
Success is not what they decide for you. You do it, for yourself, for the new world that you have been creating. Go with your heart instead of what is outside, and guess what, all the outside people and circumstances just align with you.
Here is the new mantra for the rest of your life: Today, I choose to be me.