You are sick and tired of being sick and tired. Tried a lot. Tried really hard. Have been trying for long. You just want to give up.
When you want to give up, give up. Not for ever. Just for an hour. Let it go. And then, get back and receive your flow.
And when you get back in action, change a little thing to change all the big things: Change your response.
Do not respond in the same way to things around you as you did. Change the way you respond by deciding in advance. Decide in advance what your response is going to be, to things that irritate you – and to those, when you respond lovefully, you will see instant changes.