Yesterday I wrote a thread on Twitter that went quite viral. It spoke about how I managed writing along with my job as a CA for some 5+ years.
However, there is also a part of my 20’s that didn’t get shared: how my nervous system got affected due to the wrong relationships I put myself into – in 2010 and 2016.
Even I didn’t realise it, however, yesterday when my therapist spoke of this residual anxiety, it all made so much sense.
All of a sudden my anxiety behaviours start making sense now. And this is where the love of writing helped me cope.
While it helped me a lot, a lot of behaviours that seem to pop up these days are still to be resolved.
What you see, has a lot of back story that you cannot see.