Of sooo many years of emotional fighting with different people, what is the one thing you have gained? Nothing.
So dude, stop trying to make people like you. Stop fighting against their actions. Stop this mental chatter altogether.
You and I know that you have been hurt. Badly and deeply hurt. So chill today. Be present. Today, allow things to be as they are. Be in the “is-ness” of things. Be.
Simply be. Trust the power that is bigger than you. Trust. Be here now, as Ramdas said. Be. Simply take a breath, feel it and be.