It seems lost. Probably you are not getting the responses you ought to be getting, events are not turning out as you had expected, or maybe everything is working out perfectly yet you know there is some element missing.
Not having all the answers is the best thing to happen to anyone because it shows that you are on the right track.
It is the greatest reminder that the only economy that is most important is the economy between your two wars. Nothing else.
There is always, always something you can do or think to change things. Refuse to accept as fact what your eyes tell you, they can see only the tip of the iceberg. See and describe what you want to see; even if it is not there in front of your eyes, you will eventually end up seeing it.
There’s no other way life functions. You just need to decide.